Jessica Marie

So,  Lital and i, while working vigorously on our philosophy projects, decided to invade each other’s pages on your wiki site sir, so you may be surprised by what you see. —– as a warning.

can i kick you?

no.

why?

because it’d hurt.

wouldn’t that just be unfortunate.

yes.

very.

exactly.

not really.

but you just sa—

I DON’T CARE WHAT I JUST SAID! I AM A HUMAN BEING! AND I AM ENTITLED TO THE RIGHT TO CHANGE MY MIND!

oh.

yes.

well then.

how do you do?

i really… don’t want to talk to you right now… that was a little extreme.

oh.

yea…

well then?

i’ll just.. talk to you later….. yea…-runs away-

So, while doing a philosophy project, i came across a piece of poetry that,  i suppose the proper way to convey its affect on me, would be that ‘it touched me‘. (((With all this insanity of grade 12 assignments, and time consumption, i haven’t had time to read much. So this was a treat. )))

The excerpt is followed with my explanation of what it meant to me.

To go into solitude, a man needs to retire as much from his chamber as from society. I am not solitary whilst I read and write, though nobody is with me. But if a man would be alone, let him look at the stars. The rays that come from those heavenly worlds, will separate between him and what he touches. One might think the atmosphere was made transparent with this design, to give man, in the heavenly bodies, the perpetual presence of the sublime. Seen in the streets of cities, how great they are! If the stars should appear one night in a thousand years, how would men believe and adore; and preserve for many generations the remembrance of the city of God which had been shown! But every night come out these envoys of beauty, and light the universe with their admonishing smile.–Ch. 1

- Ralph Waldo Emerson

the wellness of simplicity is the ideal in which is instilled upon something so simple, and so taken for granted; passed over without a notice so many times, and yet, unexplained, and astonishing once taken into consideration of it’s existence. You find a sense of individuality and yes; solitude, because on average, no one else is taking the time to appreciate what you are, it’s basically a form of sentimentality.

- Jessica Marie Tremblay

i wonder how long until his bike was taken.

nonetheless, i decided to capture such stupidity and put it on a magazine cover from:

http://magcover.com/

…. THEN i realized, THIS IS ART! Which is what helped me choose the template. ‘Stupidity Captured’ is what i like to call it.

……………………… THIS IS DEPRESSING! IT WONT UPLOAD!…

ill just show the picture:

AS IF!

okay, so i’ve been thinking the choices of sites on delicious.com were pretty bland, because i don’t really like signing up for things, or subscribing to others. I also don’t find intrigue in any informative sites about random things; nothing has simply sparked my attention. However, after leaving the site for awhile, and returning, approximately the 7th one on that page made me want to scream for joy! I just noticed it, so i haven’t had the opportunity to try it out, but i think its going to be extremely helpful when a computer won’t let me open a file because it doesn’t have the progam, nor any other it is compatible with, thus leaving me with disappointment and unfinished homework. By the sounds of what is described on the site, i could simply open the document; i honestly don’t care if using this site changes format completely, and then if need be, i can copy and paste it into the computer’s preferable programs, and continue my work! It’s GENIUS!  Contrarily though, again, i have not tried this yet, and i could be going out on a whim here that is completely wrong. But i suppose we just have to hope that my pretenses are correct. We’ll find out soon enough when i write another blog either addressing how this site saved my life and i got to do well needed homework, or how i hate my life because my computer is broken; insinuating that if the site does not work, and i am left in a lose-lose situation, i will inadvertently throw my computer out a window.

http://member.thinkfree.com/member/goLandingPage.action

Aside from the fact that i am still—

I felt obligated by some innate sense that i can’t quite explain, to dedicate a few minutes out of well needed rest,and make a mediocre attempt at formulating my thoughts into a comprehensible exposition. Not quite one in which its purpose is to be understood by whom it is to be read by, but more so an alleviating thought process on paper. Normally this is not one of my many insubstantial talents, but after reading so many blog entries, you realize how it’s so easy to find such inspiring pieces of literature from people who don’t even make a difference.  We could sit here and argue about that last comment in it’s harsh authenticity, but let’s not, and consider there’s a lesser literal meaning to it, and continue with where i was going with this. You see, i have found such intrigue and astonishment with what i’ve read. How certain individuals open their minds, and just rant into insanity figuring you probably wouldn’t understand what the heck their going on about.  Like when reading something written by some scholar with thoughts and ideals all over the place, and it takes true knowledge of the subject to fully understand everything that’s being covered. Or how normal mindless rambles are hard to follow when spoken or addressed towards dramatic affairs- spoken or written-  and the ability to fathom such run-on of words is simply not there. Yet, reading what i have read, was as if it was straight from my head, spoken perfectly, time and effort given into inducing such complexity into simple words that then accumulate into phrases, reading it so fast you don’t realize you’ve just read 5 paragraps of rantings and instead you feel as if you just spent the past few minutes lost in a cavern of deep thought. But wait, how is this possible? Contradiction evident much? Lets reiterate; mindless rambles; keyword mindless. Yet these are not mindless at all, and in fact the mind itself protruding in immense bouts. Conclusively however, this sort of experience applies only when reading a level of thinking in which is equivalent to that of your own. Lets be honest and agree that no matter the level of education a person receives, it does not amount to the potential gain of wisdom and pure knowledge one may possess. And simple put, some people are just more advanced than others. As well as, some are affected greatly by diversity, and perspectives, that can be the cause of biased influences. Nevertheless, when around the same age, things are relatively the same, if not universally comprehensible whether it be; “ive been there” or a.. “wow, never thought of something like that before!”<-example of where the inspiration and knowledge achievable through reading other people’s journal entries is visible- the ideals still get across. This is where individuality is proved to be nonexistent. No matter how unique and diverse we find ourselves selfishly thinking we are from others around us; as apposed to mind composition and structure; everyone’s minds and thought processes don’t stray very far at the very least from one another…….. [i need sleep so instead of a proper ending ill just say pce!]

So today, I wasn’t able to sleep in on spare, because I had to get to school and work on a project with my one group member [English project]. When I got here, there was about 5 minutes of productivity, and then it just went out the window like a balloon. Amazingly enough, my imagination isn’t spoiled, and due to the off topic-ness, I compiled it into something productive, and posting it all into a blog! At least this is going towards the same subject! ENJOY THE PICTURE!!

—-> blog you later!

THIS SITE CHANGED MY LIFE!

http://www.haydenplanetarium.org/resources/ava/galaxies/G0601andmilwy

.. well that’s a little over exaggerating, but it basically made me think of the earth’s  immortality, and how it’s non existent; that eventually, the world will end, in which no human being can do anything about it, prepare for it, or survive it. It’s pretty ‘creepy’. Clearly I won’t be alive by that point, (unless something happens in 2012!!!!) but it also depends on what you believe in? If you believe in reincarnations, then technically, i could be alive but just someone/something else having to face ‘the end’ right? But in all honesty, in general, having to think  of anyone having to go through that, is just a scary thought.  <<<<<well that’s MY thought of the day!>>>>>

————- BLOG YOU LATER!

SO, Olivia and i had a GIANT blog-identity-crisis, so i decided that i’ll start choosing THEMES for my blog at least, once a week or so, until i find one i completely adore. The theme for this week that i chose, is where i spend all my time working; MCDONALDS! … CAN’T GET ENOUGH OF THOSE CARRRRBS!

So, out of no where; BAM (onamonapia) I was sick again with a fever all weekend, and the following monday. Reason why i was sick again, personally i think it was because,of two contributing factors: #1, i was never over the first sickness, & #2, the lack of sleep. But nonetheless, in any case, i was in fact sick, and am still in the midst of getting over it, so it does in fact SUCK! ………… WELL i should probably get back to my group work.
— BLOG YOU LATER!!